For some reason, I’ve been experiencing a lot of death…
Seems morbid, I know. But it’s crazy how situations, movies, and scenarios are pouring their way towards me and they all center around the theme of death – coping with it, facing it, going through it.
Someone once told me (or maybe I read it somewhere) that when you dream about dying you’re actually enacting your own subconscious transformation. So when these overwhelming almost-like-the-real-thing dreams happen, I ask myself, “What transition am I going through at the moment?”
With so much “death” in the forefront of my consciousness, I’d like to think (or hope) the Universe is simply sending me this one message: “It’s the time of transformation, little Teszy.” And it couldn’t be more than true.
I’m slowly but surely letting go of my singing career. I’m comprehending that a trip to Europe is no where on the calendar. I’ve shifted into a new long lost career as a writer. I’m finding and settling into my new home. I’m accepting all the changes that are coming my way that I have absolutely no control over, and simply letting life be.
Through all the death, I am learning to truly let go and live.